Lord, today has been hard. The waiting is hard and the longing is immense. I want to believe my frail heart can be trusted in Your hands because I know it is foolish to think otherwise. I am silly for not believing it more. You are present aren’t you Lord? Your timing is perfect right? Don’t you know when the rain should fall, when wheat should grow, when my heart is ready for dreams unfulfilled to come to be? I want to draw nearer, drink deeper, dive into this Truth. I want to know, seek, feel you more. You have already showered me with love, You are already my portion- waiting on You should be my joy because that means I am leaning towards You closer. Remind me the waiting is good. Affirm me Father, heal this anxious heart.
Daughter,
lean close- do you hear what I am saying? Your heart has been clouded with
worry, this is not my wish for you. Remember my words, “Even if He causes
suffering, He will show compassion according to His abundant, faithful love.”
Sweet one, these words are written for you. These are my offering of comfort ,
let them warm your weary bones and
let these heal your hurting heart. Abandoned you? Never. I am present with you
in Spirit until the day you are united with Me. It is not bad to show weakness,
show frustration, it is good because it says to me, “I need you.” I love that
you need me Daughter because I love to shower you with life-giving, fear-
shattering love. Pour your heart out to Me, do not be afraid to linger in My
presence- that is the purpose of it. Have faith my Daughter, I couldn’t ever
leave you. I wouldn’t ever want to.
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